some thoughts before we celebrate

11-26 Maybe this life is a cocoon and when I shred this skin I'll finally be beautiful and fly away

11-27 The glass heart rests on the glass beach wondering why nothing's reflected inside

11-28 They'll take your firsts, and leave you for second.

11-29 If every moment is faster than the last, then you're being taken for a ride

11-30 A penny for your thoughts at the wishing well? Ah! The lake is.. Sun Shy... who to daydream of from my Buddhist cell?

12-1 White Rabbit, White Rabbit! The solstice approaches, and I await my next 500 Days of Winter

12-2 Snow. The return of the blank canvas to scream Darling into. I might cry blood onto the front lawn, but comes another inch.

12-3 está bien, te veo. Como eres, estrellita.

12-4 Poptarts come in two, but sugary nutritionless couplets were for a younger me

12-5 232k damage on Kindred! I sound this barbaric yampton, but it's just for The One with the Elephant Gun

12-6 What did you expect from post break up sex?

12-7 March Comes in like a Lion, Your Lie remains in June. Who am I kidding, there was no Thursday after January.

12-8 Sand down those edges like a ball, Simple and Clean, for the next romantic Ted Kaczynski to pass to its replacement.

12-9 You aren't Ponyo, Sophie, Chihiro, San, Kiki, Nausicaä, Arrietty, or Satsuki - but that isn't misery. Your monochromatic fiction is selfish and it is cruel.

12-10 a stray cat fed for one night. clawing at the door, i only hear your family laughing. was that was your voice, or your sister's..

12-11 We'll be on Destiny islands beach. Or in Faraway Town, or Resembool. I'll know I'm Hero and we won't start over.

12-12 Peaches bruised and crying for help. Hushed abandonment. I finally learn what the wick burns from - drifting, daydreaming clouds.

12-13 🌻 Sunflower fields wilt from doubt around that duplex; we'll never see Lucas return to Hinawa.

12-14 I could go on with the metaphors and things you like, but it's just sad I became part of the everyone you lied to.

12-15 The arms that held those tears were meant for someone real. Burn the oath and the Japanese stock it's on. Book of Eclipse too.

12-16 Your Sanctuary is my pinkie's curse, and if I take one more step it'll be the furthest from home I've ever been. Goodbye.